I swear we were infinite.

I keep telling everybody "I'm fine."
The truth is "I'm not fine."

I feel like I'm drowning even though there's no water around me. I feel like I can't breathe even though there's oxygen everywhere. I feel like I can't cry because my tears are over. I feel like I can't sleep because my brain won't stop thinking about the things you said.

Is it fair? Is it fair that we've been through so much for it to come to this moment? Is it fair that I kept saying the words "I love you" and "I miss you" and "I don't ever want to lose you" and no one ever listened? Is it fair that I listened to all your problems and you listened to mine and now you don't want to listen to anything? Is it fair for you to blame me for this ending even though I never wanted it to end? Is it fair that I'm thinking about how you blamed me even though all I ever did was try to help and now I'm the one who can't sleep or eat and cries all night? Is it fair that so many people have tried to break us apart and they couldn't because we were too strong and now you end it for nothing? They got their wish though.

There were so many moments and memories we had together. I swear we were infinite but are we really?