26/9/11
Miracle (A spirit) said she's seen and heard enough. She said she won't let them hurt me anymore. She said I should either stay with the ones who believe me, understand me and love me for who I am or make new fruiends...and i've decided what I'm doing next year. I really don't want to be here...when you were...uh...alive...did you believe in spirits? Like Miracle and Benjamin for instance? And could you see tham? Ukaasan, I'm really tired of people critisizing me and...forget it. I know none of them would ever believe me anyway. They think it's weird, since I'm a Roman Catholic...and...I believe in God, I know he would never put me in danser like that but the...you know...never hurt me in the first place...I'm more scared of humans than I am of spirits...I think i'm done for now...that's okay right? I don't want to seem like i'm running away, I won't say I'm not 'cause I probably am...it has gotten really complex and maybe...I should have listened when I was told to stay away from these friends the first hundred times. I guess I made the same mistake again...only a little different. And love...and friendship can never last long except for the love and friendship with God...I'm going to be thinking alot, and I'd like it if you were here with me when I do...I should have listened to Miracl, shouldn't I? She has always loved and cared for me not to mention she has never hurt me...but helped me pick up my shattered pieces...
Goodnight...
Miracle (A spirit) said she's seen and heard enough. She said she won't let them hurt me anymore. She said I should either stay with the ones who believe me, understand me and love me for who I am or make new fruiends...and i've decided what I'm doing next year. I really don't want to be here...when you were...uh...alive...did you believe in spirits? Like Miracle and Benjamin for instance? And could you see tham? Ukaasan, I'm really tired of people critisizing me and...forget it. I know none of them would ever believe me anyway. They think it's weird, since I'm a Roman Catholic...and...I believe in God, I know he would never put me in danser like that but the...you know...never hurt me in the first place...I'm more scared of humans than I am of spirits...I think i'm done for now...that's okay right? I don't want to seem like i'm running away, I won't say I'm not 'cause I probably am...it has gotten really complex and maybe...I should have listened when I was told to stay away from these friends the first hundred times. I guess I made the same mistake again...only a little different. And love...and friendship can never last long except for the love and friendship with God...I'm going to be thinking alot, and I'd like it if you were here with me when I do...I should have listened to Miracl, shouldn't I? She has always loved and cared for me not to mention she has never hurt me...but helped me pick up my shattered pieces...
Goodnight...
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